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Thursday, June 12, 2008

HELLO WORLD :)

I sudden got the feeling to blog again, HAHA! (wonders why). anyway, I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY EXAMINATION RESULTS! screw it, & how great, next thursday is open day. wtf laaaa! I cant get to go out anymore (& scolding for sure =/)

as my story goes, I am VERY VERY HAPPY that all my problems are solve now (& my friends are bck with me again :D:D) but in the same time i felt very sad too as someone had been avoiding/ignoring me or whatsover (he just didnt treated me normal that he was supposed to be). well, I seriously dont knw what happen between us & didnt knw what I did to make him feel so unhappy talking/hanging out with me anymore. I felt like I lost one of my guy close friend & thing seriously had been apart. I didnt want this to happen between us, & hoped that we could be like last time but the thing is, his been treating me very very differently recently, not the same like how he treated other people. I couldnt think & have no idea why is he treating me so differently. anyone knows why? friends has been telling me that I think too much recently until Im too sensitive bout this issue & insisted that they're right in their thinkings. but for me, I think NOT. I also INSISTED the way how I thought of stuffs BECAUSE this is between me & him. you guys wouldn't understand the way how i felt bout things between us.

you can say that Im sensitive. Yes, infact you can just think that way, because the fact is I AM! its not wrong for me to think like tht, & my feelings/instincts came out to be true most of the time. no doubt thinking it that way, right? maybe some of you guys said he treated me & evryone normal (in a very insisting way) just because you didnt want me to carry on thinking the way of my thoughts, but what I can let you guys knw is that, he treated you guys the same BUT NOT ME. I am VERY sure with this, & its very obvious. ( I INSIST!)

Hey cmon, Im not some 3yrs old small kid to believe how ppl think. somehow/sometimes I might, but not for this case. when I sense something, it always turn out to be true so I trust my instinct & I wont think it in a naive way, the way I always am. yeah, you might say that my thoughts are not matured as what mostly ppl said, but sorry I just cant help it. well, what i wanted is just some peace.

lets just skip that part, its just for some particular people to read it. had half a great day with my "family" x) & screw it! science had some project to do & the deadline is next thursday. oh oh! & i have something to share with you guys :):)

presenting....

THE "LUAN" FAMILY (luan is the surname & it means confusing)

jessica + chaichi : great grandmother & great grand lesbian. (chaichi married her for the money)

jiachie : grandmother ( unknown husband )

lynsarn + syarafina : mom & dad

chinghan & me : husband & wife (husband earn million of dollars & wife selling/promoting carlsberg beer in the classroom x) )

meikuan: daughter ( unknown bf which she did one night stand with, HAHA!)

su ann : grand daughter ( me & chinghan's fav grand daughter since she got no father x) )

actually, nothing much la. just to rmb the family of 4G & the fun moments we had x) its all girls i just realised 0.0 but anyway, its fun having this family, at least we had loads of laughters non stop each & everyday

went to Sunway today (last minute). I cant even recognise zhunzjin's voice when he called ( he even grew much more taller, HAHA!). eventually I didnt wanted to go, since I didnt get my allowance frm dad & scared mom will be unhappy that I always go out. but after dont knw how long of zhunzjin's persuading, I finally called my mom & told her that im going to Sunway. catched a movie today, "The Happening". Its a thrilling movie & what i can say is this is NOT a very nice movie for me, since Im not that kinda of ppl that love to watch ghost/ thrilling movies. but overall I think rate it a 4/10. 4marks for thrilling enough for me x) but most of the time I was shocked by that stupid hak sei yan sound & the way how human kill themselves is so so..OMG damn scary. I couldnt imagine what if it really happened on us someday (& su ann said it will in the future, its the nature). after the movie then pui su ann for her para para then went popular buy his book lepas tu balik rumah.

thats all for today la, nothing much to update since sch day & we didnt took any pics today.

hope evrything turn out to be well soon & i really feel very san fu with him like this ==

kay la, night peeps!