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I wish I could stay as a kid forever.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
but its just hard to face reality evryday. Firstly, screw my mom for not bringing me out & konnonnya I wake up late. fck it la, I woke up @ 10 ++ & you say you forgotten. I told you Im wanted to go out tmr & how can you say you freaking forget?! theres sales out there now, & I cant even get my hands on any clothings. I havent been shopping for so long & Im running out of clothes to wear! BRING ME OUT! I AM BORED AT HOME! Secondly, to my fellow classmates. (scroll down & read it) I knw theres is quite a number of you reading my blog, & so I shall say some words tht I have kept thinking this whole week. I am sick of evrything tht is happening right now, & wish to forget evrything & not care a single thing about it anymore! so dont say I emo/ sad & whatever has do to with my facial expressions anymore because I had enough of it & I am not those tht I just mention on the above. Maybe some of you might think tht Im denying but the fact is I am not, because I am just plain speechless & bored, nothing to do with my facial expression & thts final. Okay, I am starting right now so people who Im gonna mention right now, pay close attention. Dont go sch asking me stuffs anymore, Im not answering any single thing because Im not gonna mention bout tht freaking thing anymore. yiwei, Im am not dulan / emo / sad of anything, I just go nothing to say & need some time to think of stuffs on my own. I kept quiet doesnt mean tht Im emo & stuffs, I just dont wanna care bout it anymore. & since when I didnt talk to them & avoid them? I didnt, I even asked her to talk some gossips with us, Ching Han & Wan Ying heard it too, but she said she wanted to do her hw, so I cant do anything right? You're right tht I dont have anyone to really talk to for all my problems, but I just dont feel like telling evrything out frm what comes across my mind, because I knw most of you wont believe what Im saying & might even think tht Im thinking too much & stuffs again. Since I knw whats the conclusion, why do I bother to say things tht wont turn out? I find it no point so just forget bout it kay? Dont worry, Im back to normal again (cheers! :)) meikuan, Im not hating you or avoiding you or anything. Im still treating you the same as usual, as a friend. If I avoid you or hate you, I wont even bother to care asking you to gossip with us & wont even talk to you already. In fact, I will just simply ignore your existence, & treat you as invisible. Like I said, Im keeping quiet in class has nothing to do with anyone of you, Im just thinking, okay?& I seriously has alot of catch up to do in my hw, since I havent been doing most of my hw after the last midterm hols, so dont think so much kay girl?. (smiles). Whatever has to do with you & him, has nothing to do with me, do not relate anything to do with me & him anymore. syara, hey! :):) Im glad tht you are able to forget evrything between us & restart evrything. I seriously had a great time with you spending time doing the salad, & trust me, you will be one of the top 3. so dont worry so much kay? for the other salads, I dont even bother to look because it looks so not attractive & since you saw the judges points for you, so why worry? Anyway, we better plan another lunch if not later Lin Yen say I nvr confirm & gotta cancel the thing again. :/ Thanks for all the talkings & advises you gave me tht day, I will keep tht in mind :) Hope you had a great time in Japan, since you got chosen to go, have fun! :) I love your apple! (make more for me! :D:D) su ann, I do not want anything frm him & thts final. I choose not to see, not to talk & not to listen bout it anymore. So, I do not care & want anything else. I just want you, syara, linyen & melissa to lighten up my day evryday, the others doesnt matter to me. & hey! make me hyper evry single day, I would love to go crazy again like last time, & I bet you will enjoy the old me again right? ;) I got nothing to say to you laaa, since you sit beside me & you knw what I think & tell you evryday. I just want you & syara to knw tht, I do not care about how other ppl think about me, I just care bout how you guys ( syara, linyen & mel ) think about me. I am so happy tht you guys actually care bout me so much, (touchy touchy! x)) & lastly, Elwin Po. I knw you read my blog, & theres loads of stuffs I wanted to tell you but I knew you wouldnt believe me even you say you do. If you dont trust whatever Im saying then just say it. Dont act tht you actually believe what I said & I knw tht till now you still assume tht Im the spammer, even though you said you NEVER assume tht I was the person (you knw it yourself deep down inside your heart). & if you didnt think tht way, then how come tht Ben will also think the same way as you do? the person who told me wasnt edric (his your best friend how you could you suspect him?), wasnt Ben ( I was just asking him some stuffs), the person was just someone who tells me the truth I wanted to knw & I wont tell you who, because by then you wouldn't be trusting tht fella anymore & might even beat the person up. I knw you have been trying to dig out loads of informations frm hon sen, but seriously, stop it. Fine, you didnt beg talking to me but if it wasnt edric the one who ask me to give you a second chance to talk, I dont think I ever wanted to talk to you again since the time you walk away frm me infront of Ben & those two. Do you have any idea how embarrass I am when you walk away infront of so many ppl? I need so much courage, just to walk to you & find out what actually happen but you let me down. You knw, now I dont feel like talking anymore, because you dont even trust me & even so, you think tht Im a bad person who is trying to get rid of her (or bckstab her), so whats the point? I like what I do now, treating the invisible, invisible. I do not care anymore. No matter how many times you say Hi to me, I wont care until the day you fully trust & believe evry single word I say. If not the conclusion will still be the same, ignorance. I really do not wish to lose a friend, but I just cant accept a friend who is trying to act nothing tht happen but at the same time dont believe me. I think thts the end. I felt so relieve telling this out after keeping all this inside my heart. Im done :) I choose NOT TO SEE, NOT TO HEAR & NOT TO TALK about it anymore. its just another new page of life. |
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